If I was tall enough To reach up to the gates of the afterlife
I'd hold them open with one hand And touch your soul with the other.
And if I believed In a heaven where angels get sent when they die
Your trail would lead straight there With tracks none could cover.
But I feel weak, and I feel heavy, I feel like I'm tied down to Earth already
I am faithless, and I've found, it's hard to reach Heaven with your feet tied to the ground.
Maybe, I'm crazy
But I want to believe that your soul could be free
Maybe, you'll come back and save me
'Cause I try and I try but I can't learn to fly
And I know if you tried my feet would co
it's difficult fighting this strapped in roller coaster ride
trying to make the person in the mirror match the image inside
i'm so terrified of being forgotten i need to be held down
or maybe put down i get so scared the world's stopped turning around
it's true i'm a weakness personified i find all these faults
after a life time, it seems a lifetime, or what to do's and what you dont's
i'm breathing for air underwater learning how to swim
i never dove off of the sidelines i let the water slowly sink in
i hold my breath in high places and under the light of the moon
i want my eyes open all night but sleep always comes too soon
i don'
Hey rolemodel and hey trailblazer
You've come so far and been so amazing
Anywhere I go I know you've been there first.
Hey dark horse you were the white sheep,
Never dove too fast when the water's deep
Anywhere I go I know your memory's immersed.
Hey high school king and hey promqueen
You know you light up the world and your the scene,
Anywhere I go I know you make the rules.
Hey not-quite-there and hey misfit,
You know it's easier if you're not always it,
Anywhere I know I know you'll make it in your time, too.
But oh, where did you go?
I was missing you, so I built you up more.
And, rolemodel, when you return
Will you be the
Sometimes I dream my name, it burns in lights.
Because I am still young, my perspective isn't right.
Meanwhile I stomp these streets in my angel shoes;
They'll never guess it was me, I left all my blame to you.
If you drive me crazy, I will drive all day,
Get back to your side of the world, just too late to say:
I am losing my wings,
I am losing my wings.
This time I'll take all my own fall
For all of my failings.
I am losing my colour,
I am turning black and white.
Do you know, I think I'll glow if you
Turn out the lights.
We should try it, I think.
'Cause I'm losing my wings.
I'm spending more energy than I have a claim to h
I can remember the very first time
You told me not every spoken word was truth.
I can remember, you held me
Not unkindly as all the walls fell through.
You were not gentle (not gentle)
You did not mention (you did not mention)
You played from cues
With no intentions.
I feel I have been led on,
I feel I have been set up.
I feel I have been led on,
I feel I have been set up, set up.
How did the army degenerate
Into a screen-written musical that people can swallow.
Down on your luck? Get on your hands and knees
And search the dust on the floor for talent tomorrow.
I don't believe (don't believe)
You cannot lead (you cannot lead)
You can't put love back in its box
You can't return what you've now got
Take it or leave it.
Take it or leave it.
You can't keep love straight in its place
Sooner or later this train will derail
Take it or leave it.
Take it or leave it.
And I won't be discouraged
When all you show me is defeat
And all you have left are reasons
Why I won't stick around
When all I know is this one time
I'm taking and not leaving.
You're tight up tight, can't come undone
You left to late to turn and run
Take it or leave it.
Take it or leave it.
You can't keep this love set on silent
Sooner or later someone will find it.
Take it or leave it.
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Blue Devil, Awkward Romances
You wasted time, wasted years out of your life
Wasted highs, only say the darkness of the ride.
You wasted heat, sat on the cold side of the fire,
Waste-wasted need, getting things you only desired.
And while you're thinking on all that, think about...
Wasted, all the times you talked to me, wasted.
In between the make-believe and the (wasted)
Empty space of your nights along, I think I though you would have known,
Babe, not when you're wasted.
You wasted sleep, watching nightmares on your eyelids,
You wasted me, you lost your heart, I was trying to find it.
I wasted time picking you up when you'd trip and fall
I wasted time, I wa
I know I've got my own style, I don't know what it is.
They say I have a nice smile, I don't know where it's hid.
You know I'd walk all these miles if you'd only let me in,
I'm full of changes. I'm full of changes.
I want to show you a photograph of the years that pased
I want to show you a timeless laugh that will always last
You know you don't know the half of the things that you have
Sometimes life's amazing, Sometimes life is amazing.
I want to go to a continent that I don't know.
If you don't pack your common sense then we're ready to go.
If you won't learn to dance then at least enjoy the show,
Only you know what makes you, w
Hey Alison, you've grown taller
Though I know things aren't always the way they seem.
Hey Alison, it's been a while since I've been here
Tell me what have I done with these years in between?
I didn't recognize you as you are now
The person I knew but older, wizer
With a few more holes of pride to show
Is the Old Alison still inside there?
Don't get lost. I know I know there's still a fight
But you have to keep fighting on.
Don't get lost. You have to show strength in the face of,
Strength in the face of the war.
When the battle's lost, don't lose yourself.
Hey Alison. I know I didn't call you
When I said I would, I know there's
Beautiful as a last resort
But bravery's no substitute for love.
One lie needs company and we all get hurt.
We play out scenes from movies
Dark-glassed reflections, rear-view mirrors.
We'll bounce around until our bubble is burst.
Bravery is fine
But where's your backup plan?
When the walls come down and the roof's on fire,
Where is bravery then?
We dance in the right circles
But bravery is no substiture for love.
We dance until we forget what standing still is.
I'm silently slipping out of focus,
My feet forget the motions to make
I'm reaching out but I can't seem to feel this.
Bravery is fine
But where is your backup plan?
Maybe you should give up on being deep
And give in to quietly floating,
Laying on your back in the gentle shallows,
Watching your thoughts as they chase their own shadows.
Killing for fun seems to lose its thrill
Living on the edge doesn't leave enough room
Your gun is painted as you wait for my signal
"Friendly fire"- maybe, but who pulled the trigger?
Your picture is posed; you're fake & it shows
You spend so much time wondering what they think
You forget your own opinions.
You're messing with the noughts & the crosses
Everybody knows how your game is rigged.
You play up your interests to fake like you're cool
Wait until your
This rain, Sliding down the window
Looks like tears
From that time a while ago
When I tried; I tried to reach out to you
But it seemed
Like there was nothing I could
Do
Oh!
Tell me anything
I can say right now
To help you
'Cause I can see you're falling down
Faster and faster
You loved him, and then when he broke your heart
You swore that you would never fall apart
But I can see the scars on the inside
Of your wrists
Truth that you can't hide
No
Oh!
Tell me anything
I can say right now
Thelp you
Cecause I can hear you screaming out
Faster and faster
And I know
I haven't always been there for you
And I know
We h
hello there
I am broken
left behind
but not forgotten
are you there?
I am soaking
left outside
in the cold rain
hello my friend
have we met again?
it's been a while
please don't pretend
do you remember the last time
you broke my world in two
it's a promise
I won't let go
left in the middle
of your fights
you both promise
I won't be alone
left so little
by myself at nights
hello my friend
have we met once more,
this hurts more
than any time before
do you remember the last time
I tried to count on you
you're still smiling
hate in your eyes
left no emotion
in your matchstick game
why are you smiling?
why can't y
You're looking at me
You're looking so lost
Aquamarine Steel.
I want to help you
When you ask me
What the hell you are
Unexplanable; how I feel
But I'll try to show you
You are my armour
It's just safer where you are
Silence says it best
With my face buried
Into your chest
And you're holding me
Armour.
I'd be the hero of the fight
For you I'd win the war
I'd be SuperWoman, Made of Steel
Unforgivable
I'd launch myself, a missile
And aim for your heart
Conquering new territory
As we start
Take my hand;
Sometimes you make me feel complete
Othertimes I'm completely miserable
Take me flying;
Don't ever drop me, don't ever let me go
Amazing, right before you hit the floor
Amazing, that was what you were before
Amazing, how much did you have to pay for Amazing?
Do you think you're bullet-proof?
You're an easy target
With your drug-flare in your hand
One day they'll find it
And then they'll take you down
Smoke out all your thou
I'm sorry you can't take me anywhere
'Cause I'd take the place down
I know I shouldn't smile all the time
When we're with the grey crowd
I'm sorry we're so different
'Cause it means I can't explain
At times it seems I lose my mind
But you never once complain
It used to be about putting it all together
Saying the right words, making them fit
I'm not running away anymore
It's just that you're standing so still
Tell me tomorrow will never come
Tell me the truth is standing struck dumb
Tell me there's a light at the end of this tunnel
Oh, I'm so blinded
Tell me I'm fighting as an army of one
Tell me I'm wrong; tell me I've been u
I dress
Oh so silently
I don't look
To see if I fall
What I look like
I'd rather be dull
Than framed in black and white
Don't alter my image
I enjoy my imperfections
They explain who I am
I see a beautiful girl
Whose eyes catch mine
In the reflections
I don't know her
How'd I get here?
Circles from where I was
Get my back there
Take off my layers
Un-decoupage me
I don't want to be you
But I don't have
Anywhere to go.
We're all
The same here
Don't look
Down or you'll fall
You're far too high
Get down, be dull
Everyone else is
Being so uniquely similar
That nothing stands out
Stand up and save me
I need you to
Missing a few stones
From the walls
Around the beautiful garden of our innocence...
Well, they used to surround
We'll never let the questions be
If we fall
We have to stand right back up again...
Can't sleep at night
You race past the sky, your smiles blown wide
If you stop to think there'll be mistakes
Scenery flies past, beauty never lasts
Designing wonders to make money from the fakes
Don't worry
If you don't fit in
Identity is such an amusing concept...
No use for it now.
And there are Germans in Shanghai
Why keep the green beauty- we'll learn to exploit...
Synthetic pleasures
You race past the sky, your smiles blown wi
I took that walk
Like you said I would
I was out of the cold's reach
But I'm not sure I should have been
I've been here
Far too long, too many times
I wanted it to rain my down
Dissolve my invisible lines 'round my eyes
And what have I found?
I need you
More than every, I know
We've been though
Oh so much already
But slow-dances and silent glances
And the way my heart beat in the cold
They let me know
That I need you
I took that walk
And it took me down
The waters were still moving
Though they'd stopped making any sound
All I wanted of you
Was to stop all the noises
Instead I found my self
Facing far too many choices t
It could have been easier
Stronger deeper quieter
Maybe even more real
But why would I want that
That wouldn't have been us
I was worried, scared of
All that retrospective regret
But I just don't want to let go
On days like this when
All that me clings to you
All that I love in you
All that I love is you
It's underneath
It's behind your eyes
It's underneath
Hands touching, it's inside
It's underneath
So what does it matter
What is on the outside?
When for me, you're home
Don't ever let me talk
About how it could have been
Because then it wouldn't be real
And why would I want that
You're only hurting
Because I'm lov
We're in snow, our eternal
Summer town is frosted with nose-biting
Dust, turning the evergreens into
Ballroom dancers
Was writing your name on windshields, in
Ice and something a little deeper, and
Much, much warmer
We're beach folk, we don't wear
Gloves in the snow, our fingers are
Stinging from hearts and peace signs and
Names we etch into encrusted car windows
Like lyrics, like
Novellas, like...
...ice queen, I gathered myself at your shoulder to watch
Georgia winters melt into
California laughter, you'd scream on the playgrounds and I'd
Beg to be as bold, watch me
Fumble, like Tinkerbell in black, here's one
Neverneverl
Earthbound child,
You are numb.
They tell you that youre perfect,
You know there's something wrong.
These people and their faces
Are the same from day to day.
So walk on down the empty streets
And kiss them all away.
Earthbound child,
Autumns coming.
Your reason for remembering,
Is yourself that once was lovely.
The leaves change like decisions
Breaking from these bindings.
Lifes a game of chances
And transcendence is the finding.
Earthbound child,
All fulfilled
Youve got the loving spirit,
But theres some things you can't spell.
Hand in hand with a flower stem,
The stormclouds puncture clean.
So
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something different.
all along
on this track, path, road,
I have dropped little pieces of myself,
not unlike hansel and gretel.
Finding my way back to where i began
has become quite difficult
seeing as i can't remeber
what I'm supposed to be looking for.
all of these ideals
that you have for me
I want to tear them in your face
literally.
if you can write it on paper
i want to kill it.
i want to love it.
I want to be it.
god, these words are so slippery.